Every night(or morning) right after I have brushed my teeth and washed my face there is a moment where I am about to lay down in bed and go to sleep (yes I do occasionally sleep). In this moment I am 100% comfortable. I am not self conscious, there are no doubts, no fears, no worries, just 100% at ease with my life. It is the only time I am 100% me. No makeup, hair in a ponytail, basketball shorts, a t-shirt and me. I'm not trying to impress anyone, trying to achieve anything, or do anything spectacular, I'm just being me. Some nights this moment lasts a long time and the comfort seeps in deep and sometimes its a brief flash before the worries and doubts resurface. It doesn't matter how long or short it lasts because I know that everyday I will have that feeling. 

I am always my most comfortable at home sitting in my room. Normally this comfort is linked to a pair of basketball shorts. Don't ask me why basketball shorts are my comfort item but they are. It's just me on nights like this, not the daughter, the sister, the student, the aspiring producer, the friend, the roommate, etc., it's just me. I feel that same comfort to a point on the basketball court. For some people it's the stage, some it's behind the wheel, some people it's in front of a crowd while others its alone away from the world. For me it's in my room, wearing my basketball shorts, hair pulled up, baggy t-shirt and all. 

Have you ever thought about what or where makes you truly comfortable? I mean 100% comfortable with everything around you and in you. No second guessing, no doubting, no worrying just comfortable. I hope everyone has that sense of comfort as often as possible because it's a wonderful feeling.


¤¤Marion¤¤ April 21, 2009 at 5:53 AM  

Yay , basketball shorts and baggy T-shirt is the best way to go to sleep lol ! totally agree with you on that .
Great post : Thanks for sharing
I'd say that I'm 100 % comfortable ( I like that expression ) when I'm laying in the grass outside with the sound of birds , wind etc ... or when I'm in a church ... Just me !

amo (amanda) April 21, 2009 at 7:35 AM  

:D Basketball shorts...well... anything basketball related makes me think of the Scott boys from OTH... which is always comforting. ;) But for me, 100% comfortable involves me, my laptop or a good book, and a cup of coffee on the couch... mmmmmm. :D

Cody Stowers April 22, 2009 at 8:21 PM  

I've got to see your video of the reenactment of the Pac-Man video I put up on my blog yesterday!

I'll talk to you later on skype.

Have fun at work!

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