Random Thoughts Running Through My Head

I have been doing a lot of thinking since my return from Wilmington. Lots of soul searching and lots of randomness. All in all I feel more comfortable about my decision to move and to do it very soon. I am going to miss home and my family and friends that are here but I know that this move is what's best for me. I have watched others chase their dreams and have everything they ever wanted in return and I am ready for my chance at that.

I also can't help but feel like that 5 days changed my perspective on things a little bit. Ok maybe a lot. I had a once and a lifetime trip full of everyhing I could have ever asked for and so much more. I got to meet one of my idols. I got to meet someone that I look up to. I got to see what living my dream could look like. And in the process I meet some of the nicest people in the world.

Yes I met The SGP team but they are so much more. I'm not going to get into again because I feel like I'm beating a dead horse but there is something I do want to say about it. I watched this weeks OTh and was shocked to realize that the person I saw on the screen as Peyton Sawyer was just that Peyton Sawyer. She was not the person that I met at the bar or on the riverwalk. Now that shows just how great of an actress she is but also what an amazing person she is.

I am more than likely moving next month. Now this is so soon and scares the heck out of me because there are so many details to work out but I am so excited. This is the first big step I have made in a long time and I can't wait to see where it takes me. I have never loved an area so much so quickly as I did. From the moment I walked downtown I was hooked and every where else we went just added to that.

I know what I want to do, where I want to be and how I want to live. I know where I'm going, when I'm going to get there. All that I don't know is what will happen when I get there.

Big changes are coming my way very quickly and I have very little time to dwell on that. The journey has just begun, the road is laid out in front of me. All I have to do now is follow it to where I am supposed to be and right now I know that is Wilmington, NC and I will be there very soon.